Not enough

Cis allies, I’m so glad you’ve been showing up to fill in the GRA consultation. It’s massively important to a lot of trans folks in the UK and after this year of hell and the seemingly endless stream of transphobic and transmisogynist crap it’s provoked, it’s the least we’d expect.

But it isn’t nearly enough.1

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Sneaker Romance: A Fetish Love Story

or: Since When is Masculine a Compliment?


The whole world seems to have come together without my consent and arrived at the grand decision that in this life I will be a gay guy. Again and again people who don’t know me assume that I’m both male and gay. But they couldn’t be more wrong. Continue reading

Clownfish (Amphiprior percula)

The more I learn about Queerness in ecology, the happier it makes me. Somehow knowing that humans aren’t the only sexually and gender diverse species on this planet, just gives me hope. Clownfish, for example, who change sex several times during their lifetime. Because yes everyone, Nemo was totally trans.


Actually up to a quarter of tropical reef fish species are sequentially hermaphroditic, meaning they change sex either once, or several times during their lifetime. Orange Clownfish, these famous little fish living among the poisonous tentacles of sea anemones can change twice – from asexual juveniles to male and from male to female.

For them, size confers dominance. Bigger is better. And as females are bigger than males, they’re also more dominant. A single female and male form a cozy monogamous straight relationship (don’t worry, it won’t last forever) and live together in their poisonous anemone along with some differently sized asexual juveniles who float in on the current.

If the female dies or leaves (or like in the movie, gets eaten by a big barracuda), the male starts to buff up, put on weight and changes sex to female. That same fish then becomes the new female of the anemone and one of the juveniles sexually matures and becomes a male to take her place. And back we go to cozy monogamous straightness…

So, you know, in the realistic version of the movie, Nemo’s mom got eaten, Nemo’s dad became his new mom and agender Nemo transitioned to male and married her. Really, I can’t imagine why they changed it…

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Why Queer Ecology?

As a trans woman and an ecologist, I find queerness in non-human nature a profoundly important subject. I can’t count the number of hours I’ve laid in the bath reading Biological Exuberance (Bruce Bagemihl) or Evolution’s Rainbow (Joan Roughgarden) – there’s something about knowing that there are lesbian lizards in the world and orgies of gay manatees and polyamorous oystercatchers and trans clownfish and bisexual red deer and masturbating baboons and kissing zebras that just gives me hope.

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